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Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
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ok, Pink is NOT sold out. tis wed.
SOMEONE PLEASE, for the love of god go with me. *cries*
melissa! sam! sean! sarah! anyone else..
its 40 bucks BUT i'll pay for half of it. which means you'll only have to pay 20. i'll love you forever and ever and everrrr.
call me on my cellphone or email me if you dont have it
shhhockmesane@yahoo.com
quick quick.. please please..
i'm such a loser..
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PiNK in concert!!!! PLEASE, will SOMEONE go with me????????
with sugar on top!?!?!? let me know ASAP
Hard Rock Live
Orlando, FL
Saturday, May 18, 2002 8:00PM
$29.00 - $34.00
Charge by Phone: 407-839-3900
Seating Chart
Ticket Sale Date(s):
Internet Public Sale: Fri Mar 22, 5:00PM
HRL & CCE PRESENT:
P!NK
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HARD ROCK LIVE
SAT MAY 18 2002 8:00PM
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Thursday, March 7th, 2002
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jerry cantrell of alice in chains is going to be at livestock too *cries*
you are right brian about the STP new years show setlist being better. but i swear, if they play rare songs at livestock i'll be one pe'oed mother f'er ;)
i wish garbage would come to florida. i dont care for their new album but absolutely LOVE their old stuff.
in the meantime, Bitch and Animal Doria Roberts show is on monday! woo hoooooo
the band earshot sounds just like Tool. not lyrically like them but, still..
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ok, me, melissa and mike gave up livestock to go see Stone Temple Pilots at hard rock..
GUESS who's fucking going to be at livestock?!
Stone Temple Pilots. What the fuck? I would have never ever guessed, and we made jokes about them going to livestock.
man... how things work out.
strrrrrrrange!
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Sunday, January 20th, 2002
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i'm above the sea and below trees
shaking salt water waves for my loves open wounds
mermaid cuts plastic rush below her waist
she's been struck by a dangerous cloud of bad music
moving her musically through scaley skin and unworded transformations
a shadowed wife, a naked glass of vodka fully exposed
unconsciously covering this fine exposure of mine
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
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i had a bbbbbbbbbbbbbbad virus in my computer. but have no fear my bitch (my computer) i saved you from the evil doers.
bad news:
--friend of the family, phil, is dying of hep.C. well the liver failure part of it
--my little cousin may be real real sick :( (somethings wrong w/ her blood)
--heater was broken today
--no one will call me back
good news:
--i may be getting a job at the hospital, 9 bucks an hr.
--i can move out any time i just need to save up the money
shannon wright and atom and his package concert tues.
--i LOVE my english class to pieces (esp. this mystery boy named Jeff that sits beside me)
"cause we're dead from the waste down.. here in cali-for-nia"
i've leaped onto a bigger platform. i can feel it as the steps below start to crumble and turn into gravel in my shoes. slowly changing shape as to what was, and wont be ever again.
and the people i love seem to only need me when they're alone or have nothing better to do. which used to be fine. i'd like to recount my stars infront of them, and bruise my belly to grind their eyes like sandpaper and cry to this revolution in my head. only if they could see it. but i know i'll be the never forgotton in the middle of a story. watching windows in neighborhood streets at midnight, watching it all happen and walking home to my music collection and electric heavy blanket that lies against me as comfort. like warm bath water twice a day. i watch how your eyes move over things, and carry onto the dust particles, heating the carpet i lay on, thinking of how careful i'd be with you. and how unfair it is for you to ever touch me boldly and say your sorry. it guts and pains me that i'm not someone's next move or thing to go back to. why not? where's this constant seasonal change around my head?
how can i be too sensative to ever lie with or too closed off to break through to. i swear, i wont move. i am pure satic lace with a promise of NEVER being original to you.
Ahhh HA! i know what it is now....
i'm dying of thirst but i'm too scared to go into the garage because of my fear of the dark.
i'm 8, and unavailable to you.
UR WROOONG. *crosses arms* neener neener boo boo *smiles softly*
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Sunday, January 13th, 2002
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01. name? Meleather
02. d.o.b.? september 14 1982
03. location? floriDUH
04. religion? the sky
05. occupation? FUCK what i dont know
APPEARANCE
01. hair? strawberry blonde/brownish/bleachblonde in
the front :)
02. eyes? not the color of any crayon
03. height? 5' 8 1.2"
04. weight? whatever you think it is :)
05. figure? i'm long in the middle
STYLE
01. clothing? couldnt put a label on me it changes
often
02. music? i love variety. impress me.. bring it
on!!
03. makeup? glitter eye brows, black eyeliner,dark
red lips
04. bodyart? look! *lifts up my shirt*
RIGHT NOW
01. wearing? red underware, a striped color shirt,
glasses, curls on my head, and stiped socks
02. listening to? my breathing
03. thinking of? skin
04. feeling? tired and confused
LAST THING YOU
01. bought? chinese food
02. did? potty
03. ate & drank? ate chips and drank parrott bay
04. read? this from you
EITHER/OR
01. club or houseparty? houseparty, definitely
02. tea or coffee? chai
03. high achiever or easy-going? easy going.
04. beer or cider? neither
05. drinks or shots? drinks from the bottle
(mwuahah)
06. cats or dogs? dogs only cuz i allergic to
kitties *sniff*
08. pen or pencil? pencil for the worry of it
disappearing too easily
09. gloves or mittens? wrist bands
10. food or candy? both please?!?
11. cassette or cd? it doesnt matter to me. whatever
plays it baby.
12. snuff or cigarettes? cigarettes!!!
13. coke or pepsi? pepsi
14. hard or mild alcohol? hardddd
15. matches or a lighter? lately i've been using
matches for my cigs unless someone has a lighter around me
16. sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful?
i forgot they were soap operas. took me a while
17. rickie lake or oprah winfrey? oprah when that
dude isnt on there.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO
01. kill? mr. emotion sometimes
02. shag? will it mean it'll come true if i say?
03. slap? i dont like slapping
04. hear from? no one
05. get really wasted with? you
06. tickle? babies
07. look like? ur mom. :? I look like tinkerbell
08. be like? Tori and angie, and and and that's good
enough
09. avoid? everyone just for a little bit.
FAVORITE
01. food? you
02. drink? screwdriver
03. color? purkle
04. album? i dont have a fav.
05. shoes? adidas
06. site? livejournal
07. dance? me with glowsticks
08. song? at the moment "Vulcan" by snake river conspiracy
09. vegetable? hmmmmm squash or brocoli
10. fruit? pears in a can :)
11. berry? raspberry swirl ;)
*MMMMMMMmmmmmmmMMmmmmmMMmmMm*
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Saturday, January 12th, 2002
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i have nothing interesting to say today so i shall sing to you.
p.s. send melissa get well wishes *mwuah*
Got Me Wrong
Yeh, it goes away
All of this and more of nothing in my life
No color clay
Individuality not safe
As of now I bet you got me wrong
So unsure you run from something strong
I can't let go
Threadbare tapestry unwinding slow
Feel a tortured brain
Show your belly like you want me to
As of now I bet you got me wrong
So unsure you run from something strong
I haven't felt like this in so long
Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love
That don't last forever
Something's gotta turn out right
You sugar taste
Sweetness doesn't often touch my face
Stay if you please
You may not be here when I leave
As of now I bet you got me wrong
So unsure we reach for something strong
I haven't felt like this in so long
Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love
Strong, I haven't felt like this in so long
Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love
That don't last forever
Something's gotta turn out right
-AIC
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Wednesday, January 9th, 2002
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the beatles. never fail to make me smile.
even if it is with my eyes shut.
i thought i lost my cellphone. but a while ago, somehow, i dont remember, i left it at work. i probably just tried to call someone and forgot to bring it back to the breakroom. (???)
last night i went to see A Beautiful Mind. and if you didnt read already in her journal, it was strange how we showed up with the same attire. adidas shoes, hoody, blue jeans and curly hair in a pony tail :) eating cookies and drinking pepsi. i really needed it, so thank you sarah! good movie, fun giggles. (hearing-aids going off, weird previews)
*nap time*
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Sunday, January 6th, 2002
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something bad happened last night. something reallyreally bad.
and i'm dying inside but sleeping.
hoping this is just the worst nightmare of my life.
just so you know. i'll be taking a break from work for a long time. and here. and everything else.
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Friday, January 4th, 2002
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goodmorning :) its freezing ass outside right now. 28 at my house. its never that cold in florida. esp in jan. i had to do marquee last night outside for work. and michelle came with me and she couldnt do it. so she kept running into my car, and i thought i was going to pee my pants it was so cold. and so i hurried to get done and when i got inside i felt sick all over. so i layed on the floor of the mall like i was dead. and then craig (tweek) snuggled next to me and i couldnt move to shove him away *L* he was being too friendly, esp. since i'm 4 yrs older than him. its cute in a twisted way.
but anyway. no work today! i dont know what i'll do. i have movies i rented. "open your eyes" and "before night falls" sooooo i'll snuggle up all warm and toasty and watch em.
school starts monday, and i forgot to ask for that day off. but i fixed it :) i cant believe school is already starting. i just have 2 classes though. english, and personal wellness (WITH MELISSA!! YAY! *s*)
if you want to read how the concert went (stone temple pilots, new years eve) look on my friends list as Brigandu (that's melissa) and she explains everything what happened and how it went.
i was going to go job hunting today but there's no way in hell i'm stepping out that door. sean may come over and we'll have a burning party. but i think i'm getting a cold :(
i would like someone to cuddle with today *sniff* anyone?? anyone??
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Sunday, December 30th, 2001
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5 Best bands
01 Tool
02 A Perfect Circle
03 Pink Floyd
04 Sublime
05 The Beatles
5 Best things about moi
01 passionate
02 understanding
03 laid back
04 loveable
05 if you ask i will tell you
5 best things about my bedroom
01 posters
02 random glitter everywhere
03 butterflies in my ceiling
04 the layout
05 weird vibes
5 Best colors
01 purple
02 cobalt blue
03 dark green
04 black
05 silver
5 Best musical icons
01 maynard
02 tori amos
03 ani difranco
04 jimi hendrix
05 janis joplin
5 Best films
01 great expectations
02 Vanilla Sky
03 eyes wide shut
04 american beauty
05 Requiem for a dream
5 Best hollywood icons
01 angelina jolie :)
02 molly shannon!!!!!
03 kevin spacey
04 brad pitt
05 john cusack
5 Best beauty products
01 yummy smelling lotion
02 lipgloss
03 glitter
04 good black eyeliner
05 eyeshadow
5 Best beverages
01 Mt. Dew
02 coke
03 chai
04 vodka
05 chocolate milk
5 Best candy types
01 lollypops
02 twizzlers
03 orange slices
04 milky way
05 milk duds
5 Best cartoons
01 spongebob squarepants
02 the simpsons
03 beavis and butthead
04 cowardly dog
05 ren & stimpy
5 Best accessories I own
01 bracelts if all kinds
02 my adidas shoes
03 seatbelt belt
04 weird socks
05 safety pin jewelry
5 Best items of clothing I own
01 jeans
02 jeans
03 concert t'shirts
04 ratty old shirts
05 jeans
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things are pretty good for right now :)
anyone know of any cool job openings??!!
my family is watching Planet of the Apes on my dvd player in the pitch dark. actually they just finished it and i had to take it apart because the dvd got stuck in there and well, it just wasnt good at all. flashlights and little fingers are handy... sometimes ;)
tomorrow is STP concert. yayyyyyy. for some reason i thought it was tuesday. yeah i'm a little behind on my days. so im drinking gallons of water to prepare for the new years eve madness *mwuahhahahaa* send me stars and gigantic wishes.
i rented IceStorm. it was a pretty good fuckin movie! a little twisted but i really liked that about it. its more of a slower less poetic American Beauty.
vanilla sky soundtrack kicks ass. i've seen the movie 3 times and cant get enough of it. and i cant get over how beautiful it is in my head. the whole concept and idea of it all.
i'm in the mood for some rad techno beats with huge earphones while laying in the grass with it pouring outside, and euphoria on my mind
QUESTION for the day:
if you were to put your ear up to my door, what would you hear?
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Friday, December 28th, 2001
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i just woke up at 5:30 am. i fell asleep last night at 7:45. think i'm tired? mmhmmm i remember hearing the friends show on in my dreams as a radio.
i had a dream i waited in line 11hrs to see ani. by myself. and i got front row. it was a surprise concert that i somehow knew about.
and they gave 8 of us markers to number people. somehow i got 50.
i ended up seeing sharon there, and she asked if i wanted to go watch cartoons in her room after the concert. and we hung around trees with her friends who were boys and wore sweaters and short ties. and there were only 10 people who stayed to watch ani :(
i saw vanilla sky for the 3rd time yesterday
today i work 11-6. yipee. NOT.
i think i'll go back to bed
::silent snore::
p.s. thank you amber for the dream book. we had fun reading it outloud the other night :)
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Thursday, December 20th, 2001
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YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM NORTH FLORIDA IF
Your idea of a traffic jam is 10 cars waiting to pass
a tractor on 301 near Waldo or Starke.
You've seen all the big music groups 10 years after
they were popular.
You measure distance in minutes.
Several people you know have accidentally hit a deer.
Your school classes were canceled because of cold.
Your school classes were canceled because of heat.
You often have to switch from "Heat" to "A/C" on the
same day.
Stores don't have shopping carts; they have buggies.
You see a car running in the parking lot at the store
with no one in it.
You or your parents use the word "fixin". Example:
"I'm fixin' to go shoppin'."
All the nearby festivals and markets are named after a
fruit, vegetable, grain, or animal (including pesky
insects!).
You install security lights and an alarm on your house
but regularly leave it unlocked. (And your car as
well!)
You carry jumper cables in your car for your OWN car.
You only own four spices: salt, pepper, ketchup, and
Tabasco.
You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent.
The local papers cover national and international news
on one page but require 6 pages for sports.
You find 90 degrees F "a little warm".
You know all four seasons: Almost Summer, Summer,
Still Summer, and Christmas.
There is a Dairy Queen in every town with a population
of 1,000 or more (Shoot, lots of towns with fewer have
one!).
Going to Walmart, Target, or TJ Maxx is a favorite
pastime.
You describe the first cool snap (below 70 degrees) as
good chili weather.
A carbonated soft drink isn't a soda, cola, or pop
like those silly Yankees call it. It's a Coke,
regardless of brand or flavor.
You can be satisfied with a meal consisting only of a
hunk of white bread dipped in a flavored flour and
water mixture--a delicacy known as "biscuits n'
gravy".
You understand these jokes and forward them to your
friends from North Florida and the Panhandle.
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? Favorite past teacher? Mrs. Kennedy, my 7th grade English teacher
? Favorite current teacher? i dont have one
Your boss? is Kurt but i also have 5 other bosses, Jammie, Heather, Megan, Xavier and Donna
? The last person who made you cry? kristi
? The last person who you bitched at? my mom :(
? The last person who took you for granted? hmmmmm i'd really rather not say
? The last person you hugged? mom
? Your best friend? Melissa Brass
1. What's your favorite scary movie? Scream 1.. well the movie that scared me the most was Event Horizon
2. Have you ever smoked products that aren't normally made for smoking? teeheehee Yes :)
3. What do you think is the best feature on your body? either my back or my stomach. that sounds weird ;?
4. What would you change about yourself? the way i look
5. Who is your favorite of the Seven Dwarfs? dopey
6. Do you like ice? yes i do. but not too much
7. What's your name again? Heather
8. Do you have any jewelry you wear all the time? my tinkerbell watch
9. How many holes do you have in your body that you weren't born with? 3
10. Describe your favorite undergarment: nothing *s*
11. Would you ever consider decorating your room with blowup pink flamingos?. no way jose.
12. Have you ever worn plaid and stripes together? i think so, a long time ago.
13. Have you ever stolen any road signs? yuppers
14. Do you think bald heads are sexy? no
15. Do you own a black-light? yes
16. What's on your mouse pad? X-Files
17. Do your parents still have sex? nope, only once
18. What kinda guy/girl are you looking for? i'm not looking
19. What's the last finger food you ate? chex mix
20. Do you take more than three showers a week, be honest? yes i dooo. i take more baths though. usually bath in the morning, shower at night
21. What size shoe do you wear? 8 1/2
22. Have you ever touched yourself in a public place? sure
23. Have you ever been drunk off your ass? YES
24. Are you male, female, or both? female
25. What's your favorite cereal? i dont like cereal but if i do eat it, cinnimon toast crunch
26. Do you wash your own clothes? nope my mom does.
27. Do you have a journal or a diary? yup
28. Do strangers have the best candy? "candy", yes
29. Who's your daddy? your wife.. ahah, yeah that's not really funny
30. When you're on the phone, do you use the bathroom; do you tell the person or keep it a secret? sometimes, both
31. What's your sign? virgo
32. Do you want fries with that? I LOVE fries *big smiles*
33. Do you ever sit and stare at the blank TV screen? i have before, like in poltergiest
34. Have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry? yes, duh
35. Have you ever failed a grade? yes, last semester was my 1st time. one F in the easiest class in the world
36. If you were to be given an ice cube, chocolate syrup, and whipped cream, what would you do with it? look for some sexy skin to pour it over
37. Do you believe that you can fall in love quickly or that these things take time? i think you know if you'll love somebody that much
38. What was the biggest city you have ever lived in? never lived in a city.
39. What was the last movie you watched? high fidelity
40. How many people are on your messenger list? 27.
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Wednesday, December 19th, 2001
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good half day bad rest of the day.
VENT TIME!!! (dont mind me)
got up and got my hair cut. mel and i went xmas shopping. i spent my entire paycheck *cries*
work was horrible. i was so clumsy tonight. i spilled an entire rootbeer drink in the ice bin. :( and burned my hand.
i failed all my classes
i dont have enough money for all the people i need to buy xmas presents for
i miss amber
i need new years
disturbing dreams.. save me from this nightmare
+i feel something+
good vents
moving out soon
xmas
meeting sharon
more communication w/ certain people i needed
yummy cookies baked for me
vanilla sky movie
renting movies tomorrow
the weather is fucking beautiful
:::::::sleeeeeeeeeeep:::::
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Sunday, December 16th, 2001
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i have the next 3 days off. i dont know what i'll do with myself heh.
today my friend Emily from Orlando is suppose to come visit with some of her friends, but i havent been home to receive her calls and i just woke up not too long ago sooooo i dunno if this will happen today.
If i dont hear anything by 1 i'm going to see Vanilla Sky at the 4:40 showing. if anyone would like to join me, meet me there :)
actually she just called and we'll be going to see the movie anyway. i've already seen it, and its fucking brilliant, so you must goooooooo.
i want the soundtrack too!
i rented permanant midnight last night. very weird seeing Ben Stiller doing that sort of character. It was good but could have been better. I liked the part where they keep running into the walls for that rush :)
will you remember this? jet set across your eyes?
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Friday, December 14th, 2001
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4 CDs you have that you never get tired of:
mer de noms- a perfect circle
from the choirgirl hotel- Tori
aenima- tool
distorted lullabies- OURS
4 things you'd like to learn:
french
to draw
to play bass
mind over matter
4 TV shows you liked when you were a kid:
who's the boss
wonder years
saved by the bell
90210
4 things you wanted to be when you grew up:
cop (HAHA)
psychologist
actress
singer
4 places to go in your city:
i dont have a city but these are things you can do
movies
bowling
beach
do drugs
4 things that never fail to cheer you up:
Baths
movies
pot, xanax, etc. ;)
certain people
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Thursday, December 13th, 2001
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NOW is my time!
bad day yesterday. had a migrain all day with my tattoo feeling like its on fire. go to school and find out i failed the easiest class in the world. now i'm waiting on an email that says if i passed Eng. if i failed that i dont know what i'm going to do. i've never failed a class until now. when it really counts. and i dont want to have to explain this to my parents because its already enough on myself, ya know? i know i fucked up. stresses are building even more with school out. when will this year end?
tonight shall be special. i will make it that way. *closes my eyes*
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creative.
crushed.
drained.
busy.
drunk.
aggravated.